Kalisz destroyed my life and threw me out

I tried many times to leave Nadodrze. I frequently traveled to Leszno, then to Kalisz, then to Opole, and when I was almost done with everywhere, I came back like a boomerang to Kalisz, and now I'm trying to mend my relationships with Nadodrze... For I was not wanted in any of these places... I didn’t even try in Kraków, and I didn’t make it to Poznań...

It’s tough—that’s life. I believe that those places were not meant for me, but at least I have somewhere to return to or someone to vent to. As an optimistic wandering soul, I once again dreamed of returning to Nadodrze. To my friends there or just to be able to do something there. And even though sometimes I didn’t find it funny in that dreadful Nadodrze—now I look at it quite differently.

I was supposed to move forward and spread my wings, but I feel stuck when it comes to life choices. It’s not about family or partnership or relationships, but I always seem to start studies and can’t finish anything. I don’t care about work—I care about self-development, and in Kalisz, I was weighed down, not in Nadodrze where I could have acted freely. I have very bad memories of Kalisz, but I won’t let anyone push me around.