La daabacay: 12.07.2023
A few exciting weeks lie behind me. The profound experience with the camper raised many questions in me and went deeper and led me further to myself.
I have encountered wonderful people like Jessica and all the villagers, which also deeply touched me and enveloped me in love and security.
I have learned to follow my needs more freely within this security. From time to time, when I like it, I go to the nearest river and jump in naked. I take new paths cautiously but with less fear. I no longer fall deeper, otherwise I slowly get back up.
I encounter people who reflect my old, recent self and reflect on the steps I took, for example, to get out of the single life.
Letting go.
Trust.
Self-love.
Shadow work. A lot of it. Face the fear & the pain, otherwise it comes back - again and again...
I particularly like the serenity here in Fernie. I no longer have any stress about seeing or experiencing anything, it just comes to me ๐
My impatience keeps bothering me. Or my hunger when I mistimed, then I get easily agitated and unfriendly/serious. But yes, that's how it is. ๐
Fernie is a cute little mountain town with a few nice bars, urban restaurants, and great mountains all around with many secret spots ;)
Many who came here for vacation have stayed. I can understand that ๐
I am still enjoying the peace and nature before I go to Ontario, or Windsor, to visit my aunt on Friday ๐ City. Skyscrapers, 1,000,000 people, hectic ๐๐ฆ
I am very curious about what this will bring. Obviously, this is a really big journey for me that takes me deep into my roots with all the ups and downs...
See you soon ๐