Beautiful light blue

Stefan,

this is how I remember you from our almost last meeting on my birthday, light blue and blond and beautiful.

Whenever I see or read something beautiful, worth seeing or experiencing, I immediately think of you, want to share and experience it with you.

I associate the beautiful with you.

I really thought you were the man for the second half of my life.

I never wanted to be the affair or summer love.

It hurts so much.

Only half a year.