Home Sweet Home

It's finally time, my two-month stay in beautiful New Zealand is over. After 35 hours of endless flight, I am back home at my desk, to reflect on my experiences. But honestly, I still can't find the right words to describe the unique impressions that unfolded before my eyes. It will take me some time to process all of this, but I gladly give that time to each and every moment. I will carry all the images, sounds, and smells not only in my mind but especially in my heart.

Am I sad that it's over?
No. It feels good to think back on everything. But just as you try to absorb the big moments, you learn to appreciate the little things. How many times have I missed whole grain bread (as banal as it may sound), even though I'm not a big bread eater. How many times have I longed to shower barefoot (okay, you could have done that, but it's rather unpleasant in public shower facilities). And how many times has my mind craved for silence. Yes, the possibility of just being alone. This doesn't mean that I didn't enjoy the company over there - quite the opposite. But not being able to truly retreat for two months is a bit oppressive.
And last but not least: Family. Friends. Love. I don't need to say more. Self-explanatory.

So what did I actually take away from this?
Of course, my English has improved, but that is rather insignificant compared to everything else. As already mentioned, I especially learned to appreciate the small things in life and enjoy them more intensely. Has anyone ever thought about how wonderful a cheese sandwich tastes?
I learned to step back without making a big deal out of it. I learned to let time run without rushing after it frantically - because let's be honest: we'll never catch up with it anyway. What difference does one or two days make.
I learned that I never want to be so far away from the people I love again. The distance almost tore my heart apart more than once. Yeah, yeah, cheesy stuff, blah blah blah. But honestly: Nothing is as valuable as being able to miss people. Nothing. Except maybe the thought of being missed yourself.
Other than that, I am currently at peace with myself. I am at the threshold of entering 'real' adulthood. The studies are over and the last time off is now also over. It's serious. But all the experiences of the past few weeks have taken away my fear. I am ready now. I know what I am capable of and I won't let anyone influence me anymore.

I thank everyone who made this incredible journey possible and supported me in my endeavor. Of course, a big thank you to all the loyal readers and the nice feedback. The blog often helped me to realize the experience at such short notice.
And also thanks to Ulli, who traveled with me through all the ups and downs (fortunately mostly ups :D) I wish you lots of fun and more unforgettable overseas experiences! It was wonderful to have you by my side - my whole life long. You will be terribly missed here, but as I said: there is nothing more valuable. So enjoy the time you have left and let your mind be cleared. :)

Thank you & Cheers to everyone!