Workaway super vs shit

The 8th workaway and it was clear that it would happen at some point and you don't like it at all. I feel so uncomfortable like never before. It is the worst dump. A room, dirty walls, a mattress on the floor, no pillow, not even food. Like in a horror movie or a kidnapping. I find it so terrible, I just want to leave. There are other workaways, all seem to have fun, look happy and only speak Spanish. I am certainly not used to luxury but here the comfort zone is definitely being left too far, especially since I am the absolute outsider as my Spanish skills are zero here and I simply can't join the conversation/laugh. Jesus, I want to get out of here. It was so nice with Helena and Arnie. Why do you have to put up with something like this?